Friday, February 09, 2007
Beloved Weekend in Brimingham
I've just returned from a gathering of Beloveds at the Universal Ashram in Birmingham. These weekends are always lovely. We usually meet together on Friday evening and then on Saturday morning we build an Emissary Wheel out of stones.
Last weekend was especially wonderful as we met some new Beloveds. People had come from as far as Holland for our modest gathering. Also, for some reason, the energy of the Wheel was particulary strong.
As a picture is worth a thousand words - or so it is said - here are some pictures courtesy of Craig, who arrived for a few hours on Saturday with his wife Shannon and their son Dakota.
If you would like to host a Wheel building day or weekend please contact me. It's a lot of fun and a very powerful way to meditate.
Thursday, February 01, 2007
The Dattatreya Experiment- part one
I have been working remotely with two women using the Dattatreya process to help lift darkness from their lives. This has been something of an experiment to see how well this process might work with people that I have never met. I used a photograph of each person as a focus and spent ten minutes focusing on them and chanting the Dattatreya mantra while they joined with me in meditation from wherever they were located. I worked on each woman separately at completely different times. We then emailed each other to “compare notes”.
I have copied each email below. The first email is from me sent after the first connection with Penny:
04 January 2007 16:47
Penny,
Thank you for joining with me last night. I went into a deep meditation. Just a question, do you have any pain or problems in the left side of your body? Have you ever had any sense of something outside of yourself attached to you ?
I'll be interested to hear of your experience yesterday. Don't worry if you were unaware of anything happening, that is still very valid feedback.
Many blessings,
Sue
Fri 05/01/2007 04:44
Thank you for the other evening, my feed-back is as follows:
I had spent a large part of the day mentally preparing for the session by trying to clear negative thoughts, deciding on which mantra I would use (I ended up with "I am safe, I am protected by Divine Love). As the time came nearer I started to feel very bilious, which luckily did not amount to anything. I also got a dull sort of headache across my brow, but that too did not manifest into anything. When I lay down to "meet" you I had candles burning, soft music and vanilla incense (in case the headache & biliousness came back)!.
During the session, I found I could not keep concentrating on your picture but rather my eyes closed and all I saw was the most beautiful turquoise colours - quite a few shades of turquoise swirling about. I then "came to" with quite a start and thought I had been "out" for ages but it was only 20 minutes.
I slept like a baby that night and yesterday I was so much calmer, almost fatalistic about everything but not in a "it is all hopeless" mannner but more in a "So what - is it truly important" manner. My focus to get started on something and actually see it through seems the most in-my-face difference....I had managed to slip into being the world's best procrastinator and although my intentions on arising each day were good, by mid-morning I felt as if I was bogged down in treacle; yesterday I accomplished so much and today this energy is still with me. I feel so much more motivated to actually start on some sort of plan to get my life back under control but this time with the focus being on different priorities ...sort of "If you put the spiritual first the physical will flow" instead of 'If only I could win the Lottery then everything will be OK'
I do hope the above ramblings make sense to you....I did not even ask you what to expect in the way of changes or anything nor did I enquire as to what you would be focusing on for me, if anything, in particular.
Thank you so very much Sue for taking the time and trouble; may you be truly blessed in all your endeavours.
Will you let me know what you think please and if we need to do more, or
what you feel the next step should be?
Have a happy day
Love
Penny
(Note the two emails above crossed in the post as it were!)
05 January 2007 04:56
Hi Sue
Our emails have crossed! Yes to the left side issue - a friend of mine who is a very strong channeller says that dark forces try and "get at my golden spirit" and she put it like seeing fish barbs being hooked into me but that Michael - and other angels - protect and take them out. I apparently travel all over at night (no wonder I am shattered each day)! but of course this is not shown to me.
The physical pain part is that I have tremendous aching back/shoulders which is much stronger on my left side and have had a jolly old bunion removed but this was from both feet. This time last year there was a scare about my heart (left side enough)?which turned out to be just stress (JUST stress?!) thank goodness.
I am so interested with all this I cannot begin to tell you
Again, my thanks
Penny
Fri 05/01/2007 10:48
Penny,
Thank you for your feedback. Really interesting isn't it? I have to say that since I started connections with the group these one-to-ones have been the most interesting thing yet. I would like to feed these experiences back into the group at some point. Are you happy for me to do that with our stuff? If not it is OK. If so, tell me any limits you want me to place on the sharing - e.g. no name etc.
Penny I felt that something dark has been attached to your left side primarily. This was why I asked the questions that I did as it is possible it might manifest itself to you in some way such as pain, or an awareness of something heavy for example. So your reply is most interesting. So the thing we must do next is to be sure it is removed and then work to protect you in the future. The purpose of the Dattatreya mantra is to remove any negativity in people or places. It is also to offer on-going protection. To get the on-going protection you need to go through the process that I went through last year. However not everyone is up for such a commitment as that. Also I am awaiting confirmation from Kaleshwar Swami as to exactly how we can take people through that process. I am not sure it can be done remotely. So for now let's work intuitively.
To begin I think we should schedule in another connection time. How about Tuesday 16th January at the same time:19.30 hrs (London)? In the meantime meditate each day on the Song of Mother Divine. Let me know if you need a copy of this. http://www.knowonlythis.blogspot.com/
Let me know how you feel about my suggestions,
Many blessings,
Sue x
Fri 05/01/2007 20:13
Hello Sue
Of course you may use all/any part of this process as you feel fit - if it helps other folk then so much the better.
A couple of questions - may I tell my friend who did the channelling about this? I know she would be keenly interested. And would you at any stage like to read the channelling? The bit about dark energies attaching themselves to me comes in her explanation of what she saw/what was going on whilst she receives the message. Let me know if you feel it may be relevant.
I am more than happy to have another session - I am completely guided by yourself in this - and Tuesday 16th Jan at 19h30 (London) suits me fine. I will obtain a copy of Song of Mother Divine in the meantime - is it on your website?
My focus and energy levels have stayed with me today I am delighted to report; when I felt myself flagging a couple of times
I closed my eyes and looked for the turquoises which seemed to refresh me.
Anyway, I am willing to give the process every chance and I look forward to our next session - as you say, this is proving to be very interesting indeed.
Many thanks and warmest regards
Penny
We arranged another connection time to take place while I was away and out of phone/email contact. Still with Penny:
Thu 18/01/2007 04:04
Hello Sue
Hope the writing is flowing for you - no blocks!
Here is my feed-back for you:
Really different for me this last time - I did more-or-less the same preparations as before and then suddenly everything seemed to go into a sort of treacle-like atmosphere. It was such an effort to move - that is the best description I can give you, I think. From being well-prepared I suddenly realised I had about one minute to get settled and connected! I rushed to my bedroom and then sort of passed out - don't remember a thing. The last I remember was lying on my bed, closing my eyes and bringing your picture forward, and seeing your thumb and then that was it. Woke up at about 11pm my time. Had a really awful night, did not sleep well, was feeling very uncomfortable but nothing I can actually put my finger on. Just sort of restless. Would it sound odd if I felt I was being tugged by opposing energies?
All day yesterday I felt VERY heavy across my shoulders and at the base of my head just where it joins my neck.....sort of like I wanted somebody to give me a good rub. My mood was good, though, but I had to consciously make a gentle effort to be positive.
I did not do last evenings meditation as I was still feeling "heavy" and "dark" almost and I did not want to bring grumpy energies into it. Last night was similar but less intense so I slept a bit better and this morning I feel easier and lighter.
Once you are back in email contact and have had time to sort through everything I would be most interested to receive your take on this.
Warmest regards
Penny
Wishing you Heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life
Mon 22/01/2007 13:49
Penny,
Hi just got back to my PC. Sorry for the delay. The writing went really well, thank you.
Your experience is very interesting.
My feeling this time during the connection was that you are a very powerful light worker and I felt very strongly that you are surrounded by great love and light. As you well know, dealing with such powerful positive energy means that you have to learn to deal with the opposite and balancing negative energies. However I really felt that these energies are balancing in you now.
Your reported symptoms sound very like a healing crisis. I have experienced something similar myself on a few occasions, I usually feel as if I am about to get a terrible dose of flu.
As your email is from a few days ago, let me know how you are feeling now before I say any more.
Love & blessings,
Sue
Mon 22/01/2007 20:25
Hello again Sue
Welcome back to email contact - I was thinking so strongly of you just now I had to log on and see your reply...I normally do my emails early in the mornings after my meditation.
Yes, I do believe I am surrounded by huge love and protection and since the last meditation I am getting the idea more and more that I am being prepared in some way for some thing; prior to the last couple of weeks this sort of feeling without knowing would have driven me to frustration of note but now I am OK to just let things take their course - that is Feeling No 1.
Feeling No 2 is that I am to be more disciplined with myself insofar as I know I have to get back to my readings and Reiki as much for myself as well as for others. All of a sudden I have a lot of people calling for Numerology and Osho readings and the Crystal cards and counselling and because of this I have to get back to my old fluency in these modalities.
Feeling No 3 is intense heat in all of my body; it is SO embarrassing as I sweat like a little pig and when I put my hands on my face they burn like anything - these waves of heat come just after meditation or when I am working on someone's Numerology chart. I always got hot when I did Reiki but this is so much more now. In fact the palms of my hands are permanently quite red and always warm to hot now.
My shoulders and neck have eased, almost gone in fact, thank goodness, but my sleep is still strange insofar as I feel that I "pass out" rather than just fall asleep each night. I now play a soft gentle soothing CD to go to sleep on - my favourite is either the sea (no dolphins or whales or anything - just the sea) or one of the Mike Rowlands Angel CD's, or similar.
The biggest shift for me is sense of calm, peace, acceptance...all those sort of rolled into one. My employment situation is still as precarious as before but now it doesn't consume me with stress and anxiety as I have a certainty that I will be OK.
I hope you can work with the foregoing....I still "look for the turquoise" that I had on the first session whenever I feel down or worried and this 'going in' seems to work well, and I can do it anywhere and at any time without people being aware of it, which is also nice.
Thanks again for everything
Penny
PS - Did you get that channelling form my friend Noeleen?
Thu 01/02/2007 12:00
Penny,
Sorry been a little overwhelmed with emails of late and this one disappeared for a while.
Yes I did get the channelling but did not want to read it before our last connection. I need to read the channelling properly but the explanation from your friend is awesome. All I can say is keep working on yourself as you are a blessed creature of the light with much healing to offer. Be sure to take all measures to cleanse and protect yourself and anywhere that you work. I hope you will continue to work with Mother Divine energy to protect and support you.
Please keep me updated on your progress.
Many blessings to you,
Sue
Here are the emails from my correspondence with Belinda. The first one was sent after our first connection:
Wed 20/12/2006 18:28
Dearest Sue
Thank you for an amazing connection! First: My day started with excitement
and my meditation earlier in the morning was mind blowing: I was on the
Buddhist Plane, I think?! I saw Buddha in a solid golden aura and The Beings
of Light - I felt blessed and very loved and save:
We take a walk almost daily (in nature at the golf course) and my husband
suggested that I meditate somewhere on our nature path.. We got a lovely
spot close to water (a dam / lake) under a huge tree. I have decided to
connect with you at 10 to 18h and just before I got a lovely 20cm dark shiny
feather and a small white feather and two rabbits. As I was about to connect
I got an SMS on my cell phone and ignore it. The minute I have focused on
you I saw lots and lots of small silver stars (my thought was Fairies). They
have sparkled in the sunlight and was very bright and alive, then I saw an
golden aura light around your head and neck-heart (a circle, egg shape). For
20 min I saw the golden aura but the shape changed, I can't describe exactly
in what - it looked like symbols?!!
The interesting part is that the fish in the lake kept on jumping out in
front of me. The whole area in a sort of half moon area from left to right.
The other phenomena was the birds - we have 'Kiewiet birds' and they were
screaming and really went crazy in a nice way.
During the meditation I felt a pressure just for a split second on my third
eye spot, I also experienced my angels and guides touching me on my head. I
felt extremely warm in my face for the duration of our connection. I felt if
I was looking straight into your eyes and going in ... I also experienced a
pain under my left shoulder / back?!
The sky was perfect and the clouds looked angelic. The sun reflected on the
water and a direct sunray touched me - I knew it was as sign from Raphael. I
felt total contentment after the meditation and when I closed my eyes to say
a short prayer to God the same Buddha imaged was crystal clear in my mind?
I had an wonderful meditation, thank you - you are a true lightworker for
God. Thank you for your healing and connecting with me. (On our way back we
saw an 'meercat' very close to us)!! I got lots af white feathers and one
golden feather. The sms was from a company called 'Angels Delight' and said:
LOVE WEIGHS HEAVIER THAN GOLD!!
Thu 21/12/2006 11:20
Belinda,
Great experience you had! I began preparing for our meditation before the allotted time, about the same time you describe. I started to feel myself slipping away as it were, about 10 minutes before; interesting! At around 16.00 hrs I put my thumb over the third eye spot on your photo. I kept my visual focus on you the whole time and it was extraordinary how your photo really seemed to be alive. It did not look like a photo, it looked like a real, warm, living and breathing human face. I felt heat and tingling from my hand and beneath my thumb. I had no doubt at all that I was directly connecting with you.
After ten to fifteen minutes I removed my thumb and sat in meditation for a further ten minutes or so. It was so powerful that I wanted to email you straight away but there is lots of family stuff happening here right now and this is the first chance I have had.
Please continue to meditate daily and focus each day on the Song of Mother Divine, let the energy beyond the words touch you deeply. Let's see how you get on over the next few days and take it from there.
Sometime in the New Year I would love to share our experiences with the whole group. However only if you are comfortable with this. Please let me know your feelings.
Many blessings and much love for a wonderful holiday season,
Sue x
Thu 21/12/2006 14:50
Hi Sue -Thanks for e-mail. While reading your e-mail I am covered with
clairsentience and this IS a sign from my Angels!! Yes your photo was
certainly alive as well. I am so happy and have feelings of total
contentment. I will meditate every day and let you know. You can share our
experience with the group. We can empower them with our experience. I have
to tell you that positive things are happening with me and doors seems to
open slowly. Thank you again for your great healing work.
Lots blessings and love - may you and your family experience God's presence
every day! Love B x
We arranged to connect for a second time:
24 January 2007 12:21
Hi Sue - Thank you for your e-mail. I am also off-line (my 19 year old) is
using my screen so I can only use my own screen when she is not around at
University ha ha.
I was extremely tired when we did our meditation due to a lack of sleep (for
two weeks). I have decided to do our meditation on my bed and got hot energy
flashes and went into total contentment and before I knew I was asleep and
had a good night's sleep for the first time in six years! Amazing! I was
totally relaxed and full of energy the next morning happy and joyous! I have
peace of mind and experience God's Favour on me although I can't see any
tangible evidence yet! You are truly a lightworker for God! Thank you - God
bless - love Belinda xx
Belinda,
So glad you had a good experience. You say "I have peace of mind and experience God's Favour on me although I can't see any
tangible evidence yet!" I would say the experience itself is tangible evidence of Divine Abundance!! :0) Recognise it as such and you keep the door open for abundance in other forms, it is really important to recognise it though.
Give me an update on your progress in a week's time if you can. Then I think I will share our experiences with the group if that is still OK?
Love, light & blessings,
Sue
Thu 01/02/2007 15:40
Dearest Sue - Just to let you know that I always have a big smile after
reading your e-mails. Your energy is so positive and inspiring thank you!
I would like to share my personal experience with you which I had last night
while I was meditating with 5 other people (my 6 year old was one of them).
She is a lightworker!!
I connected with God Himself and I am convinced that the connection was made
possible because we are doing this healing work. I have done lots of things
but the perseverance of the spiritual work and my connection with you and
others alike really opened the spiritual realms. I have been working with
the angels (beings of light) and my spiritual guides for a long time now but
you know how I am on the bridge of depression and all the work we have been
doing really helped me.
In my meditation God gave me a golden ring and said that I am HIS bride as
we all are. He also said that to have faith is to believe in the things that
we can't see before we receive them - that is real faith and He is helping
us all. He also said that if we stand up for HIM HE will stand up for us and
He is the ULTIMATE power and great Spirit and if He is for us we don't have
to fear. I had the most loving feeling of tranquility and peace and
contentment. I saw nothing and I got the messages through my own thoughts
but knew that they we real. I felt so save - He also said that He gave me
His personal Guarantee and personal seal and that is all I need - He always
protect His children - we need to exercise unconditional love towards every
one! He also said we only need HIM - nothing else for HE is part of us and
we are part of HIM. I have to follow my inner knowing for that is HE! (A
samurai also gave me a sword with the words: Spiritual warrior).
As Silver Birch says: God's natural laws are perfect and we will attract
those who are like us! I really believe that with the work we do that GOD
Himself is with us all the time - for me the adversity is tough and I thank
God for a lightworker friend as yourself. I can see results - thank you for
keeping me in your sincere prayers every day.
Lots love and blessings - Belinda xx
PS. I trust that you are pleased with my progress!
I hope you find all this feedback as interesting as I do! My plan now is to work with the other people that offered to help me with this experiment.
Many blessings to you all,
Sue
I have copied each email below. The first email is from me sent after the first connection with Penny:
04 January 2007 16:47
Penny,
Thank you for joining with me last night. I went into a deep meditation. Just a question, do you have any pain or problems in the left side of your body? Have you ever had any sense of something outside of yourself attached to you ?
I'll be interested to hear of your experience yesterday. Don't worry if you were unaware of anything happening, that is still very valid feedback.
Many blessings,
Sue
Fri 05/01/2007 04:44
Thank you for the other evening, my feed-back is as follows:
I had spent a large part of the day mentally preparing for the session by trying to clear negative thoughts, deciding on which mantra I would use (I ended up with "I am safe, I am protected by Divine Love). As the time came nearer I started to feel very bilious, which luckily did not amount to anything. I also got a dull sort of headache across my brow, but that too did not manifest into anything. When I lay down to "meet" you I had candles burning, soft music and vanilla incense (in case the headache & biliousness came back)!.
During the session, I found I could not keep concentrating on your picture but rather my eyes closed and all I saw was the most beautiful turquoise colours - quite a few shades of turquoise swirling about. I then "came to" with quite a start and thought I had been "out" for ages but it was only 20 minutes.
I slept like a baby that night and yesterday I was so much calmer, almost fatalistic about everything but not in a "it is all hopeless" mannner but more in a "So what - is it truly important" manner. My focus to get started on something and actually see it through seems the most in-my-face difference....I had managed to slip into being the world's best procrastinator and although my intentions on arising each day were good, by mid-morning I felt as if I was bogged down in treacle; yesterday I accomplished so much and today this energy is still with me. I feel so much more motivated to actually start on some sort of plan to get my life back under control but this time with the focus being on different priorities ...sort of "If you put the spiritual first the physical will flow" instead of 'If only I could win the Lottery then everything will be OK'
I do hope the above ramblings make sense to you....I did not even ask you what to expect in the way of changes or anything nor did I enquire as to what you would be focusing on for me, if anything, in particular.
Thank you so very much Sue for taking the time and trouble; may you be truly blessed in all your endeavours.
Will you let me know what you think please and if we need to do more, or
what you feel the next step should be?
Have a happy day
Love
Penny
(Note the two emails above crossed in the post as it were!)
05 January 2007 04:56
Hi Sue
Our emails have crossed! Yes to the left side issue - a friend of mine who is a very strong channeller says that dark forces try and "get at my golden spirit" and she put it like seeing fish barbs being hooked into me but that Michael - and other angels - protect and take them out. I apparently travel all over at night (no wonder I am shattered each day)! but of course this is not shown to me.
The physical pain part is that I have tremendous aching back/shoulders which is much stronger on my left side and have had a jolly old bunion removed but this was from both feet. This time last year there was a scare about my heart (left side enough)?which turned out to be just stress (JUST stress?!) thank goodness.
I am so interested with all this I cannot begin to tell you
Again, my thanks
Penny
Fri 05/01/2007 10:48
Penny,
Thank you for your feedback. Really interesting isn't it? I have to say that since I started connections with the group these one-to-ones have been the most interesting thing yet. I would like to feed these experiences back into the group at some point. Are you happy for me to do that with our stuff? If not it is OK. If so, tell me any limits you want me to place on the sharing - e.g. no name etc.
Penny I felt that something dark has been attached to your left side primarily. This was why I asked the questions that I did as it is possible it might manifest itself to you in some way such as pain, or an awareness of something heavy for example. So your reply is most interesting. So the thing we must do next is to be sure it is removed and then work to protect you in the future. The purpose of the Dattatreya mantra is to remove any negativity in people or places. It is also to offer on-going protection. To get the on-going protection you need to go through the process that I went through last year. However not everyone is up for such a commitment as that. Also I am awaiting confirmation from Kaleshwar Swami as to exactly how we can take people through that process. I am not sure it can be done remotely. So for now let's work intuitively.
To begin I think we should schedule in another connection time. How about Tuesday 16th January at the same time:19.30 hrs (London)? In the meantime meditate each day on the Song of Mother Divine. Let me know if you need a copy of this. http://www.knowonlythis.blogspot.com/
Let me know how you feel about my suggestions,
Many blessings,
Sue x
Fri 05/01/2007 20:13
Hello Sue
Of course you may use all/any part of this process as you feel fit - if it helps other folk then so much the better.
A couple of questions - may I tell my friend who did the channelling about this? I know she would be keenly interested. And would you at any stage like to read the channelling? The bit about dark energies attaching themselves to me comes in her explanation of what she saw/what was going on whilst she receives the message. Let me know if you feel it may be relevant.
I am more than happy to have another session - I am completely guided by yourself in this - and Tuesday 16th Jan at 19h30 (London) suits me fine. I will obtain a copy of Song of Mother Divine in the meantime - is it on your website?
My focus and energy levels have stayed with me today I am delighted to report; when I felt myself flagging a couple of times
I closed my eyes and looked for the turquoises which seemed to refresh me.
Anyway, I am willing to give the process every chance and I look forward to our next session - as you say, this is proving to be very interesting indeed.
Many thanks and warmest regards
Penny
We arranged another connection time to take place while I was away and out of phone/email contact. Still with Penny:
Thu 18/01/2007 04:04
Hello Sue
Hope the writing is flowing for you - no blocks!
Here is my feed-back for you:
Really different for me this last time - I did more-or-less the same preparations as before and then suddenly everything seemed to go into a sort of treacle-like atmosphere. It was such an effort to move - that is the best description I can give you, I think. From being well-prepared I suddenly realised I had about one minute to get settled and connected! I rushed to my bedroom and then sort of passed out - don't remember a thing. The last I remember was lying on my bed, closing my eyes and bringing your picture forward, and seeing your thumb and then that was it. Woke up at about 11pm my time. Had a really awful night, did not sleep well, was feeling very uncomfortable but nothing I can actually put my finger on. Just sort of restless. Would it sound odd if I felt I was being tugged by opposing energies?
All day yesterday I felt VERY heavy across my shoulders and at the base of my head just where it joins my neck.....sort of like I wanted somebody to give me a good rub. My mood was good, though, but I had to consciously make a gentle effort to be positive.
I did not do last evenings meditation as I was still feeling "heavy" and "dark" almost and I did not want to bring grumpy energies into it. Last night was similar but less intense so I slept a bit better and this morning I feel easier and lighter.
Once you are back in email contact and have had time to sort through everything I would be most interested to receive your take on this.
Warmest regards
Penny
Wishing you Heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life
Mon 22/01/2007 13:49
Penny,
Hi just got back to my PC. Sorry for the delay. The writing went really well, thank you.
Your experience is very interesting.
My feeling this time during the connection was that you are a very powerful light worker and I felt very strongly that you are surrounded by great love and light. As you well know, dealing with such powerful positive energy means that you have to learn to deal with the opposite and balancing negative energies. However I really felt that these energies are balancing in you now.
Your reported symptoms sound very like a healing crisis. I have experienced something similar myself on a few occasions, I usually feel as if I am about to get a terrible dose of flu.
As your email is from a few days ago, let me know how you are feeling now before I say any more.
Love & blessings,
Sue
Mon 22/01/2007 20:25
Hello again Sue
Welcome back to email contact - I was thinking so strongly of you just now I had to log on and see your reply...I normally do my emails early in the mornings after my meditation.
Yes, I do believe I am surrounded by huge love and protection and since the last meditation I am getting the idea more and more that I am being prepared in some way for some thing; prior to the last couple of weeks this sort of feeling without knowing would have driven me to frustration of note but now I am OK to just let things take their course - that is Feeling No 1.
Feeling No 2 is that I am to be more disciplined with myself insofar as I know I have to get back to my readings and Reiki as much for myself as well as for others. All of a sudden I have a lot of people calling for Numerology and Osho readings and the Crystal cards and counselling and because of this I have to get back to my old fluency in these modalities.
Feeling No 3 is intense heat in all of my body; it is SO embarrassing as I sweat like a little pig and when I put my hands on my face they burn like anything - these waves of heat come just after meditation or when I am working on someone's Numerology chart. I always got hot when I did Reiki but this is so much more now. In fact the palms of my hands are permanently quite red and always warm to hot now.
My shoulders and neck have eased, almost gone in fact, thank goodness, but my sleep is still strange insofar as I feel that I "pass out" rather than just fall asleep each night. I now play a soft gentle soothing CD to go to sleep on - my favourite is either the sea (no dolphins or whales or anything - just the sea) or one of the Mike Rowlands Angel CD's, or similar.
The biggest shift for me is sense of calm, peace, acceptance...all those sort of rolled into one. My employment situation is still as precarious as before but now it doesn't consume me with stress and anxiety as I have a certainty that I will be OK.
I hope you can work with the foregoing....I still "look for the turquoise" that I had on the first session whenever I feel down or worried and this 'going in' seems to work well, and I can do it anywhere and at any time without people being aware of it, which is also nice.
Thanks again for everything
Penny
PS - Did you get that channelling form my friend Noeleen?
Thu 01/02/2007 12:00
Penny,
Sorry been a little overwhelmed with emails of late and this one disappeared for a while.
Yes I did get the channelling but did not want to read it before our last connection. I need to read the channelling properly but the explanation from your friend is awesome. All I can say is keep working on yourself as you are a blessed creature of the light with much healing to offer. Be sure to take all measures to cleanse and protect yourself and anywhere that you work. I hope you will continue to work with Mother Divine energy to protect and support you.
Please keep me updated on your progress.
Many blessings to you,
Sue
Here are the emails from my correspondence with Belinda. The first one was sent after our first connection:
Wed 20/12/2006 18:28
Dearest Sue
Thank you for an amazing connection! First: My day started with excitement
and my meditation earlier in the morning was mind blowing: I was on the
Buddhist Plane, I think?! I saw Buddha in a solid golden aura and The Beings
of Light - I felt blessed and very loved and save:
We take a walk almost daily (in nature at the golf course) and my husband
suggested that I meditate somewhere on our nature path.. We got a lovely
spot close to water (a dam / lake) under a huge tree. I have decided to
connect with you at 10 to 18h and just before I got a lovely 20cm dark shiny
feather and a small white feather and two rabbits. As I was about to connect
I got an SMS on my cell phone and ignore it. The minute I have focused on
you I saw lots and lots of small silver stars (my thought was Fairies). They
have sparkled in the sunlight and was very bright and alive, then I saw an
golden aura light around your head and neck-heart (a circle, egg shape). For
20 min I saw the golden aura but the shape changed, I can't describe exactly
in what - it looked like symbols?!!
The interesting part is that the fish in the lake kept on jumping out in
front of me. The whole area in a sort of half moon area from left to right.
The other phenomena was the birds - we have 'Kiewiet birds' and they were
screaming and really went crazy in a nice way.
During the meditation I felt a pressure just for a split second on my third
eye spot, I also experienced my angels and guides touching me on my head. I
felt extremely warm in my face for the duration of our connection. I felt if
I was looking straight into your eyes and going in ... I also experienced a
pain under my left shoulder / back?!
The sky was perfect and the clouds looked angelic. The sun reflected on the
water and a direct sunray touched me - I knew it was as sign from Raphael. I
felt total contentment after the meditation and when I closed my eyes to say
a short prayer to God the same Buddha imaged was crystal clear in my mind?
I had an wonderful meditation, thank you - you are a true lightworker for
God. Thank you for your healing and connecting with me. (On our way back we
saw an 'meercat' very close to us)!! I got lots af white feathers and one
golden feather. The sms was from a company called 'Angels Delight' and said:
LOVE WEIGHS HEAVIER THAN GOLD!!
Thu 21/12/2006 11:20
Belinda,
Great experience you had! I began preparing for our meditation before the allotted time, about the same time you describe. I started to feel myself slipping away as it were, about 10 minutes before; interesting! At around 16.00 hrs I put my thumb over the third eye spot on your photo. I kept my visual focus on you the whole time and it was extraordinary how your photo really seemed to be alive. It did not look like a photo, it looked like a real, warm, living and breathing human face. I felt heat and tingling from my hand and beneath my thumb. I had no doubt at all that I was directly connecting with you.
After ten to fifteen minutes I removed my thumb and sat in meditation for a further ten minutes or so. It was so powerful that I wanted to email you straight away but there is lots of family stuff happening here right now and this is the first chance I have had.
Please continue to meditate daily and focus each day on the Song of Mother Divine, let the energy beyond the words touch you deeply. Let's see how you get on over the next few days and take it from there.
Sometime in the New Year I would love to share our experiences with the whole group. However only if you are comfortable with this. Please let me know your feelings.
Many blessings and much love for a wonderful holiday season,
Sue x
Thu 21/12/2006 14:50
Hi Sue -Thanks for e-mail. While reading your e-mail I am covered with
clairsentience and this IS a sign from my Angels!! Yes your photo was
certainly alive as well. I am so happy and have feelings of total
contentment. I will meditate every day and let you know. You can share our
experience with the group. We can empower them with our experience. I have
to tell you that positive things are happening with me and doors seems to
open slowly. Thank you again for your great healing work.
Lots blessings and love - may you and your family experience God's presence
every day! Love B x
We arranged to connect for a second time:
24 January 2007 12:21
Hi Sue - Thank you for your e-mail. I am also off-line (my 19 year old) is
using my screen so I can only use my own screen when she is not around at
University ha ha.
I was extremely tired when we did our meditation due to a lack of sleep (for
two weeks). I have decided to do our meditation on my bed and got hot energy
flashes and went into total contentment and before I knew I was asleep and
had a good night's sleep for the first time in six years! Amazing! I was
totally relaxed and full of energy the next morning happy and joyous! I have
peace of mind and experience God's Favour on me although I can't see any
tangible evidence yet! You are truly a lightworker for God! Thank you - God
bless - love Belinda xx
Belinda,
So glad you had a good experience. You say "I have peace of mind and experience God's Favour on me although I can't see any
tangible evidence yet!" I would say the experience itself is tangible evidence of Divine Abundance!! :0) Recognise it as such and you keep the door open for abundance in other forms, it is really important to recognise it though.
Give me an update on your progress in a week's time if you can. Then I think I will share our experiences with the group if that is still OK?
Love, light & blessings,
Sue
Thu 01/02/2007 15:40
Dearest Sue - Just to let you know that I always have a big smile after
reading your e-mails. Your energy is so positive and inspiring thank you!
I would like to share my personal experience with you which I had last night
while I was meditating with 5 other people (my 6 year old was one of them).
She is a lightworker!!
I connected with God Himself and I am convinced that the connection was made
possible because we are doing this healing work. I have done lots of things
but the perseverance of the spiritual work and my connection with you and
others alike really opened the spiritual realms. I have been working with
the angels (beings of light) and my spiritual guides for a long time now but
you know how I am on the bridge of depression and all the work we have been
doing really helped me.
In my meditation God gave me a golden ring and said that I am HIS bride as
we all are. He also said that to have faith is to believe in the things that
we can't see before we receive them - that is real faith and He is helping
us all. He also said that if we stand up for HIM HE will stand up for us and
He is the ULTIMATE power and great Spirit and if He is for us we don't have
to fear. I had the most loving feeling of tranquility and peace and
contentment. I saw nothing and I got the messages through my own thoughts
but knew that they we real. I felt so save - He also said that He gave me
His personal Guarantee and personal seal and that is all I need - He always
protect His children - we need to exercise unconditional love towards every
one! He also said we only need HIM - nothing else for HE is part of us and
we are part of HIM. I have to follow my inner knowing for that is HE! (A
samurai also gave me a sword with the words: Spiritual warrior).
As Silver Birch says: God's natural laws are perfect and we will attract
those who are like us! I really believe that with the work we do that GOD
Himself is with us all the time - for me the adversity is tough and I thank
God for a lightworker friend as yourself. I can see results - thank you for
keeping me in your sincere prayers every day.
Lots love and blessings - Belinda xx
PS. I trust that you are pleased with my progress!
I hope you find all this feedback as interesting as I do! My plan now is to work with the other people that offered to help me with this experiment.
Many blessings to you all,
Sue
